my heartbeat was insane
crazy tick-tocking like raver's dreamland beats
stuck in infinite loopholes in my veins, driving me
to so many "why not"s and "what if"s
secret confessions made bowing down before your naked roman statue chest
letting you pull me up (still shorter, always smaller)
saying, "remember remember remember that
you never stopped being a goddess, not to me"
and it led me into the line i swore i'd never cross
carving your initials on candles with the same things i've
bled on ages ago and only days before
[(blood is the ultimate profession of love, i do believe)] and so
whereas jesus had five wounds
i made seven in your name and proclaimed it
an equal trade.
Author notes
is it so wrong to regret where the past led?
apparently i could have been with the only boy i've ever thought of as a god.
but everything happens for a reason. and this is shitty but i'm sick and half-asleep so deal.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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this is not shitty! i really like it.
"whereas jesus had five wounds
i made seven in your name and proclaimed it
an equal trade."
*chills*
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Its not shitty I like it
It has a really poignant message at the end, I like the mix between relationships and religon, its not often done i dont think but you do it really well
stuck in infinite loopholes in my veins, driving me
to so many "why not"s and "what if"s
Love it
Moonshine
*kisses*
(and a little glitter)


