lying there so sick
over and over they play
the horrific nightmares
that spread throughout the day
dancing in my mind
i wish to be free
i wish that i had you
to mend this part of me
falling into the darkness
waiting for the night
rapid images scrolling
with my mind they fight
crying out in pain
hoping you'll appear
the anxiety in my throat
has it been a year?
banging on the glass
until the window shatters
you climb into my bed
glass like broken platters
holding me so tight
saying you wont let go
i feel as complete as a star now
you say it's good to know
lying there so ill
was it just a dream?
i look around my room
how real it had seemed
loving you so much
kills me every day
i wish you'd come back
and be my star today
knowing it's impossbile
for you to come to me
i cut my neck and bleed
so together we go free
flying through the air
is the sacred Eye
perhaps i can retrieve you
so together we can Die.
