What do I remember most
what goes through my mind
when will I stop
having you in my head?
Your eyes, they linger in my mind
so deep and inviting
they are what I remember most
and make me start crying.
Your smile, I see
every where I go
will you ever go away
does anybody know?
What is this feeling
I have inside
why have you come back
I want to go and hide.
For some bizarre reason
I am thinking of you today
this feeling of missing you
and hating you seems to want to stay.
This confusion is tearing me
into so many pieces
love and hate, secure and scared
are all that I feel for you.
I fear this feeling
that I have in me
in the end
what is to become of me?
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I know it sucks, but my mind is not sure what it is doing. He has made his way back in my head.
Written June 9th, 2003
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This one really made me cry very hard. It makes me think... of someone in my life that... did something to me that changed me forever. This one person I can't get away from, this one person that hurt me the most. They are always there. If you want to know what happened, then you can read "No Longer A Little Girl" by me. You don't have to if you don't want to, but yeah. This poem, just really hit home very hard. Kind of knocked me out of my shoes...
Keep on writing!
Always and Forever,
~Kendal -
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Time for some deprogramming and I know just how to do it...Beautiful expressions and look forward to more...You know in your heart which way to go...Follow your heart and your soul...Desire
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