This Night

This night brings
Dimmed lights
An open feeling
That pours like cheap wine
On a Friday evening where I say I'm fine
This night brings
Self-destruction
It rings to my attention
It brings fears
Is sings in my ears
Horrible tunes
That hide the moon's light
And in this night I feel alone
Unable to heal in my own home
I'm cold and naked
Sold on my end
Planned on this night
I'm played like a marionette
Pulled till I'm spent
Unable to vent my troubled mind
This night is on repeat
A headache that won't leave
A mother that will never conceive
A night like this one
Which is everyone at that
It's worn down and kicking
Next to your room licking at your door
Begging to leave
To be freed
By this night