living a life for them

Living a life for them has been
hard
understanding
sad
making me mad.

I can never cut, for they care to much
i am never to huart myself for this a ask,
Stop caring for just one night, just one cut as deep as it can be.

For love not to care would be the light to my world.
If I did not live for what you want to see in me,
there would be nothing left of me.