
Alice went to wonderland, leaving her problems behind.
Just trying to escape the deadly daily grind.
Her time whittled away by harsh memories and fears.
Too proud and headstrong to cleanse her pain with tears.
Looking for the answers on the edges of razor blades,
drinking to make her forget all the times she'd been betrayed.
Alice fought her broken heart, a tyrannical queen.
Forgetting all the shattered promises she had ever seen.
Letting velvety soft darkness engulf her mind,
abandoning everything that was ever unkind.
Making up stories in her head to help her through the day,
trying to discard depression and disarray.
Alice chased broken dreams down forsaken rabbit holes.
Putting too much weight on things out of her control.
Following the white rabbit down dead ended paths.
Caring too much about petty revenge and wrath.
Doing things that drive her farther down the path she hates.
Her life in an out of control desecrated state.













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