Killing The Pain

Sitting there all alone in
Her room, the tears fall
And the pain becomes
To Much To Bare.

She frantically looks
Around her room for
Something sharp enough
To just end it all right there.

Finally she came accross
Her razor blade. She sat
Looking at it for a while
And finally found the courage.

She cut deep into her veins.
The pain slowly going away.
Her head spinning. The thoughts
Of him clouding her mind.

The tears begin to fall faster
Now as she digs deeper and
Deeper into her skin.

The room becomes dark and
Gray, nothing making any sense.
She cuts deeper one last time
And it all ends right there.

That night she ended all
Her pain. Ended all the
Lonely nights and fears
Of being alone.

When her sister got
Home she found her
Layin on the floor...
Lifeless with a note
Beside her that read:

Dear whoever finds me,

I just couldn't handle it anymore.
The pain of being alone. The fear of
Never being loved. The stress of living
up to everyones expectations. The simple
fact of knowing i couldn't have him is
what hurt the most. I had to end it tonight.
I'll be watching over you. Don't cry.
It's better this way. I'll always be with you
In your heart. Please tell him how much I loved
Him and how much I wished I was the one that
Made him happy each and every day. I love you all.

Love,
Me