This Too....Shall Pass

What was a lovely evening...ended in disaster
I had to kneel and pray before my master

I passed out...that's no doubt
Couldn't see a thing
But I heard...everyone shout

Shattered lives....
Shattered dreams...
And all that other stuff...in between

I don't want to be mean...
But I have washed my hands clean

Of all those things
That hurt...in between

Family isn't what it used to be
For that is sure...as far as I can see

One thing about it...I am always me
My spirit and soul...from now on is free

Free from burdens
Free from pains
Free from all the tears I shed
Causing rain

I try to make things right...
When all I get is a family & inlaws that fights

I wished I was a kite
So I can take flight
Gone with that wind...
Like riding on a bike

It doesn't matter how I feel
But from now on...here is tha deal

I am keepin it real
Satin is out strong...
To seek whom he can steal & kill!

The danger you speak upon me
Is the very situation...you are going to be

Family values, has gone out tha door
So here we are....in this situation
Once more!

I am not tha one to blame
But it seems, that I am tha one
Who endures all tha pain
Is this personal gain?

I am quiet for a reason
It's written in the word...
There is a time and a season

When I came back...
It was God's will...not mines
I won't be running anymore
No, not this time

I am here to stay
To conquer Satin
In any way
I'm not that person I was yesterday

I'm not at all who I used to be
I've grown and decide to live for me

I stopped apologizing for what grown folks do
I'm only responsible...for my two

I put my family in his hands
I pray that God has mercy
In his plan

I have done...all that I can
It's not up to me
Nor is it up to man

I'm all about Love...
Not about hate
I'm glad God has lifted all this weight

I'm not speaking death on you
But you need to realize...and get a clue

I wouldn't want anyone to lie in state
Especially for a simple mistake that we all make

But the way you live...
Determines your fate

Keep going down this path
I will see you at your wake

Get some help for you attitude and addictions
Stop going around causin...confliction