Leave me

Just leave me alone, and say you don't care.
I don't care if you say that I wasn't there.
You can say what you want about me,
As long as you leave me be.

I want you to just stop calling,
To keep dragging it out, what are you stalling?
I wanted to your friendship, that is all
But you left me with little to nothing, to crawl.

You keep saying that you miss me.
That you want to come see.
But I don't want any exchanging.
My world is already rearranging.

Why do you want to break me down?
Just leave me alone, leave me to the ground.
I can't dream without thinking about you,
I just want to get through.

I can't do that if you won't let me go,
But I think you're just doing it for show.
I believe you want attention right now.
Because I know how you just kill for it, how.

I still remember the times you clung to me,
When it seemed that the world wouldn't let happiness be.
But, now the times have changed and you steal away my smile,
How your intentions are clear now, how rather vile.

I wasn't one to just show my emotions, no.
But atleast I know when to let go.
Just leave me alone, do what I ask.
Don't make this any bigger than it is, just a regular task.

You were the one that pushed me away,
Life with you should be going on okay.
You were the one that didn't want me there,
How can you say that I didn't care?

You were the one that stopped coming around,
Why should I be bringing you down?
You were the one that started it all,
But now that I'm gone, now you want to call?

Why is it with you, that you have to say goodbye?
To get any recongition, like a hello or hi?
I tried my best, but it wasn't good enough.
I hope for you, that this life isn't so tough.

Because even as I ask for you to leave me alone.
There is so much for you to atone.
You say so much about me, to ease your pain
But with you always, choices will remain.

You made yours to make him above all your friends,
Now there is no way you can turn back and make ammends.