Hearing the words,
that mean so much,
I thought you meant them,
I thought they were true,
You used and abused me,
saying the words that I want to hear,
just so you get what you want,
and not care about me.
The words haunt me,
everytime it happens,
"I love you baby",
"I want to marry you hunny".
Why do that to me?
Why lie and hurt me,
Why take advantage?
You are stupid,
I gave you my innocence,
believing everything you told me,
and wanting it to be true,
well guess what, I got fooled,
The first time sucked,
and so did the second,
you used me,
and now I have to live with that.
Taking away innoncence is what you love,
not me and my feelings,
the first time sucked,
and so do you.
Author notes
about the first time I had sex. I was stupid enough to believe him and do it and we broke up because he hit me.
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That's so sad. I'm sorry. It is hard, temptation. You've been raped, too? I feel even more sorry for you for I have been raped as well.Anyway great write!
Kristen -
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This one is not about rape but I have been raped. There is another poem on here about rape. But i am sorry that happened to you also.
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Ahhh, the first time having sex and the first time that a guy lied to you. This is really sad. The pain can be felt throughout, the betrayal, the anger.
Your rhythm and flow are great. You did a good job of
expressing your feelings here.
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Well, at least you weren't too stupid to break up when he hit you. Good for you! We all make mistakes, but you learned a valuable lesson the hard way. Guys are not always nice when all they want is sex.
You've shared something very personal with everyone, and that took courage. That's my girl!!! Love, Mom
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yup yup but this is not the only poem that is very personal I have another one that is way personal and its about my rape but it seemed like he guy that raped me took my innocence but also this guy. but yea i am glad you are proud of me. I GOT MY CAR MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU
LOVE YOUR PEANUT
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