I was a mistake baby,
and my family knows,
they treat me different,
because my mom was so young.
I get blamed for stupid things,
the things that she has done,
I am just a child,
why is it so hard?
My mom is the one that messed up,
by having a child at 15,
and not raising her,
and giving her up.
But why am I getting the blame,
and the hurt and pain?
I am not at fault for her mistakes,
but apparently I am.
So she screws up and they look at me,
waiting for me to do the same,
well guess what,
I have done the same but not that way.
I love my boyfriend,
and they think it's wrong,
they still treat me different,
can I ever make them happy?
and my family knows,
they treat me different,
because my mom was so young.
I get blamed for stupid things,
the things that she has done,
I am just a child,
why is it so hard?
My mom is the one that messed up,
by having a child at 15,
and not raising her,
and giving her up.
But why am I getting the blame,
and the hurt and pain?
I am not at fault for her mistakes,
but apparently I am.
So she screws up and they look at me,
waiting for me to do the same,
well guess what,
I have done the same but not that way.
I love my boyfriend,
and they think it's wrong,
they still treat me different,
can I ever make them happy?
Author notes
Well this is kind of about my family not liking anything that I do. and blaming me for everything my mom does and treating me different because she messed up her life by having me at 15 and my brother at 17 and my other brother at 19 and my sister at 20. But since I am the oldest it is all on me. I hope everything gets better for you.
A contest entry
- Everyone Screws Up...right? by flight.
700 points, ended February 9, 2007, 15 entries
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Comments
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Even though this is a pretty good poem
it seemed sort of scrambled and confusing.
It's horrible that your family makes you feel that
way and very unfair. But I guess
it's great determination to prove them wrong
and not to mess up big time.
Thanks for entering!
peace to all ~flight -
Sis
You're an awesome person! Don't listen to what they say..there just gay.
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lol i love that "Dont linst to what they say..there just gay" lol love that. thanks sis
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Sweetie, you weren't put on this earth to make others happy. You are the only one you need to make happy, and I hope you will remember that. You are a beautiful young woman with a lovely heart, and you have my full support. Not everyone lives to repeat his/her parents' mistakes. I am VERY PROUD to be your AP mom.


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awwwwwwww thank you mom i am glad to be your ap daughter. I know that i havent made her mistake but it haunts me because they all look at me with disqust and stuff you know. but i am glad you are here
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