
Steadily succumbing to darkened shadows,
While I battle with my self-infliction.
My confidence is just below the threshold,
As I wonder if I will resist the addiction.
Loneliness consumes whatever's left of me,
As I look left to that desolete space.
Hours just pass by without my own knowledge,
And I am confined to this forbidden disgrace.
You couldn’t say I have scars,
Because my wounds never heal
She wouldn’t let them close,
And I bleed out amounts surreal.
Every thought of her brought to mind,
Bring yet another laceration.
Her smile stirs so many emotions,
That my soul strains from complication.
Dwelling in this infernal perdition,
He haunts me in this dolorous dream.
Day and night, I find no peace,
So I can escape his demential scheme.
Of course, I know, I won't succeed,
As I've reached this nadiral pit.
Burdened by all his pure deceptions,
Failure is what I can't admit.
Callous confusion sets to my mind,
Creating for my soul, a spiritual pyre.
I’ve waited so long for a release from you,
And now I’ll disappear in ashes of fire.
Collapsing together, we fall apart,
From love, we both have been impaired.
Entwining mutually in this rhyme,
Our souls' tribulation has now been shared.








take it easy,










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