Just a friend

We've been together for many summers,
And everyday you seem to get duller.
I've done so much for you;I wallo in my pain,and sacrificed my gain,
Still you stare at me coldy,leaving me in the rain.
I've loved you all this time,
And yet,you refuse to be mine.
I trie to stay calm,
With my frustration,cleching my tight palm.
I scream,louder and louder,but you never hear me,
You stare at me blankly like Im done,and then flee.
Why are you blind?
Why can't you see?
How could you let this happen to me?
I pull you left,but you stay right,
I dont want to do this,why must we fight.
Im done with being alone,
You yell and yell in your anrgy tone.
I've done nothing wrong,nothing!,
Im nothing to you,but to me your somthing.
Hardly deluted,hardly said sane!,
but each step pulls you closer to grave.
Why me?why not you?
Why is it me to feel your pain,and live with mine?
I'd chairish you till the end of time.
Closer and closer I krept,
Although you shot your crule words at me with every step.
And now I run,
I run away,
run from this illusion,
run form this pain.
You've rejected me,I lay bleeding in the storms rain.
I cant take this anymore!
Im done,Im done!
Run,just run away,Im done with his crulity,Im done with my pain...