It has been lonely days and lonely nights I travel through
Sometimes curling up next to the last words spoken by you
I feel like I am slipping away so fast in this hurricane
Just wishing and hoping it will all end this very same day
Curses come upon our hearts, and we settle into the dark
Leaving us cold and astray long before there was a mark
I have so much I cannot even begin to shout or scream
I want to awake and everything to have been a dream
When the beginning never starts, you only find taste
Taste of nothing for what once was not ever a waste
Ticking of the clock as each hour pasts thumping deep
My eyes seem to move along the night for I donot sleep
If you could only understand how much hell I am going through
The days grow longer as I feel every new dawn I slip from you
I cannot take this anymore for it's killing me every minute
Not one day has gone by without a thought of you in it
I have to leave and I expect to not come back here for a while
When the beginning never starts, just keep your beautiful smile
I have to do this, there is no longer any choices left for me
But, to say good-bye, and ask you to only understand and see
What is meant for me now is only a memory.
Someday, somehow, someway.
Life will pull me back in, and release me.
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