Just Feel Better

I look up at the sky at night
And watch the pain growing
Being fed like an angry wolf
They try to keep it at bay
But the wolf inside me never obeys
Just feel better you say to me
Take the drugs I've given you
But these drugs drain my soul
They make a fake happiness for me
I don't want to silence this wolf
It is beautiful yet dangerous
Something that I love
Don't make me take those pills
Don't kill my wolf
My pain has been nurtured from birth
The environment was all at first
But then it became the people
My wolf grew bigger and stronger
Just feel better you say
It's not that hard
Just take these pills
And you'll become sane
I feel too much pain to forget it now
I hear my wolf howl at the moonlight
We can be free my friend
My only true friend
I'll take a handful of your wild coat
We will just feel better
But we'll do it in our own way
Without everyone looking over our shoulders
Just feel better my mother would say
I ran away from her
Just feel better my father would say
I left home because of him
Just feel better my sister would say
I killed myself because of her