Spilling My Heart On This Page

I'm spilling my heart out on this page
So that way you'll know how I really feel

It is true that I do love you
But you are not yet consuming all my heart
There is still a scar from my first love
A deep wound that will take a while to mend on its own
But with your love it will be a shorter period of time

You see,
Trust is a big issue with me right now,
I've had my heart ripped right out
And handed back to me all battered and worn
So many times before

It's not your fault and
Maybe you can help fix the damage thats been done

I want to love you with all my heart,
But I'm scared that I'll lose you
Because you're keeping me sewn together at the seams
I don't want that to go away
You're love is keeping me healthy
Because to be honest
I would be so sick right now without you

Let me know how much you love me
Let me know that this is real
Let me know that you'll be there for me
Let me know that I can trust you

These are the things
That keep me up at night
And make me really think about us

Like I said, I love you,
But not all the way,
Not yet anyway.

I have just spilled my heart for you,
Please don't mistreat it.