suicidal tendancies!

Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try

I seem to always dissapoint you
never leave and annoy you
I see right through you, but theres nothing to see
Your an empty stupid son of a bitch
In life your a stupid idiot
No body likes you because you will fail
You dissapoint and impail, ignore and withdraw
Life in the raw is too much for you to handle
and your brain, burns up like a candle
You going insane, your going fucking insane
Sometimes i wake up and wonder how im going to take it
so i put on a different face and fake it
its eating me up to my inner makings
Im so stupid, im so useless
I seem to have no purpose,
all I seem to be is fucking worthless
And in this world it only hurts this
Depression surges, depression surges

Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try

I sit alone in the corner of my room
contemplating my doom, i guess i could kind of say
nothing matters, my hope is shattered
Im bruised and broken, torn and tattered
Beaten and battered, why do i even bother to try
why dont i grab the 45 and just die
On my mind its there all the fucking time
I wonder why the thought must be suicide
Im thinking about suicide, about suicide
Im thinking my life just isnt right
I disapoint and am loosing the fight
Every fucking night, take a look in the mirror
A distrought soul with so much fear
A worthless indivudual who doesnt even let himself near
But what can i do, when i dont trust the face i see
Why is it lately, ive been having suicidal tendancies

Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try

Even under the mask of no love and constant influence of drugs
its like i've been drug through something
and now i feel like nothing, so bare and bleak
my view of myself, so very very weak
Sometimes i wonder why, no one's executed this freak
And its getting harder every day
And its getting harder to deal with all this pain
Its getting harder but i Aint got nothing to say
Its all about grey depression, such supression
Maybe its just a bad mood, but what if the gun go boom boom
Or left me i will be hanging in my room
Its not the way i want to live, but something has got to give
Because im so unhappy, so unhappy
My hairs so nappy, the dirt on my skin wont wash off
Only with the rinse of a sawn off, why must i feel
like death is whats real, and this life so surreal
I got problems i wish i could steal some sanity
Because im depressed and im low,
labled a freak and its so, i put myself in this position
Sometimes i just need to talk but nobody's there to listen

Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
sometimes i dont even know why i try
Im high as fuck and fuck as high
Sometimes i dont even know why i try

When im sad, i get mad, when im glad i get mad
Happiness hurts so bad, and love gets me sad
Somedays its not worth it, im ignored
by myself, i put me up on the shelf
i never viewed myself succeeding
only conceeding, always weeding
so so flakey, but maybe im mistaken
But this hate ive put my ear up to and hear
and it tells me dont let nothing near
im consumed by my fears i want to be set free
Suicidal tendancies, suicidal tendancies
Bi-polar industries, sucidal tendancies
Will i ever be free will i ever not be a freak
suicidal tendancies, suicidal tendancies

suicidal tendancies!
suicidal tendancies!
suicidal tendancies!
suicidal tendancies!
suicidal tendancies!
suicidal tendancies!