Suicide Notes

Not everyone can say they had the life of their dreams,
But mine was filled with pain and tragedy more than it seems.
It's not your fault that I'm this way.
My mind and spirit have been broken more everyday.
Once a bright and shining girl,
my life was filled with promises and I had the world.
But with age my colors faded to black
and lies became my way of keeping everything on track.
There were those moments with you that made life worth living.
But now that were drifting apart
I see no end to my heart bleeding.
The last thing I want to see before I take the pain away
is the picture of all 6 of us together.
I'll be crying as I'm telling you goodbye
But without me I know you'll move on helping one another.
Now that it's over don't let your angel eyes cry for me.
You were the best things to come into my life,
But my deepest pain, not even you could see.