as the water boils ...BY: A/B

wash away the blood stains on my tattered body
and rinse away the stream of tears that i have cried
although sadly i know that nobody has forgot me
even though i wish they would the water still is getting hotter from our lies
i never meant to go this far or even past the line
but somehow some way i found myself in a puddle of bloody water
i didnt read the big red signs
so the water just continued to get hotter
i have so many enemys and not just from my own lies
and i have so many things for which i must apollogize
i have so much love for him, but i know we won't last
b/c he proposed to this broken girl way too fast
i tried to get him out of his lies but he only created more
now i have the weight from these lies that i am lying on the cold wooden floor
i had no problem covering his sin
but he didnt realize just how to begin once again
i could not stop my love for him so i let the water boil
im sitting in the steamy water of the plans that i let soil
but its far too late to save eachother so i will be the one to go down on my own sins
and take responcibility for my life once again
he hasn't realized that no matter how hard we try
we are only gonna be a love story that dies
we are only teenagers in a childs fairytale
i have tried to tell him we aren't even real
but he continues to try and live in a made up life
but i know better, that it will only bring strife
but sadly the water boils over the pan
and i am swaying side to side once again
the water comes to a haulting stop
the bubbles stop comming to the top
i am done
i have finished my quest
to be the one who did her best
i did just that and even more
but sadly my heart is still tattered torn
the tears are still upon my face
and my soul has left the body with out leaving any trace
and the water is still crimson
as are my bloody clothes
also the lies that no one knows
soon people will hate me more and more
b/c of the lies that were told
and b/c of the fact that i let him stay in the cold
but id rather him be cold that dead
like me the "whore" who let him cry
b/c the fact i saved him so that i could be the one to die