Undone

Time starts to slow,
colours glow,
atoms swirl around.
with sound,
lines appear,
movements smear,
thoughts emerge faster
faster, and faster
until they become one,
and everything comes undone,
I thought that I had died,
thought I hadn’t tried,
to lead my life pure,
instead seek obscure,
I heard my throat leak,
I felt the blood seep,
I saw the shadows creep,
and heard angels weep,
now it’s fading away,
into a normal day,
I am sorry for what I have done,
and made myself undone.