delete me

you drug my body across the floor
to dry the wet water
you walked on my heart
to keep your feet from getting muddy
you held my hand over your head
to keep your hair from getting wet
you played with my heart
to laugh in my face

but not anymore
im not your towel
your mat
your shield
your toy

i am what you dont have anymore
i am what you want back
i am what you will never have back
and its tearing you up
and i enjoy seeing it

i like knowing you sit at home on the weekends
doing nothing
being 22 and going to bed at 8
i like knowing you are lost with out me

you thought you could keep me around
keep treating me like crap
keep laughing in my face
keep bringing me down
but whos down now?
its not me

i dont deserve that
i dont deserve to me treated like shit
to be spit on
and treated like dirt

no one does

i dont need you
i dont want you

i hate the way you smell
and the way you walk
and the shoes you wear
and the hat you have
and clothes you put on
and the cologne you wear
and the cigarettes you smoke
and the beer you drink
and your laugh
and your voice
i hate you
for treating me the way you did
no one deserves that
no matter what they do

i was good to you
put up with your shit
laughed at your stupid jokes
forgave you when you were wrong
held my tongue
and kept quite
but not anymore
delete my number
forget my name
forget my face
forget who i am

i am done