Don't throw it back at me
You've already forgiven me
So don't bring it up again
This is still fresh in my mind
I don't think you understand
Just how deep this goes
I'm not allowed to feel
I'm not allowed to grieve
I'm not allowed to be the way I need to be
You of all people should know how that feels
I'm not taking anything out on you
I'm not wanting to put you in the middle
I'm trying to make you understand
Even if you don't talk of him
You still talk of the other
And in the circumstances
They are one and the same
I only ask for understanding
Stop forcing me to move on
I need time
That's the one thing I'm not getting
From you or from anyone
If I had my way, I'd say goodbye to you all
But I'm not that selfish
And even if I did say goodbye
There's the small matter of a debt to remind me
Just what I had and lost
So don't tell me that you're hurting just as bad
I'm crippled for a good number of years
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Written on 29th May 2003 at 09:33 GMT
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your welcome
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i like it
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Wow! This is an amazing poem. I can feel your pain and I
have been there before too, so many times before. You are an
tremendous writer and I totally feel the pain that you are
going through. Keep writing....thanks
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Wow....A good peice...Feel better? ok keep writing ~M
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Great
Very interesting piece. It's sad, angsty, filled with hurt.
~Somber
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