[ I wish I could see into tomorrow ]

I wish I could see into tomorrow
Just to see what I’m doing wrong today.
I just want to see if what we’re doing today will be the right thing tomorrow.

Are you afraid,
Of how much older you are than me?
You said that you could never feel the way I feel for you.

You know you were wrong,
And I knew it too
As you hold me tight.

As your tongue slides across my lips,
I feel a shock up my spine,
As you become weak.

I know that you love me,
Because it’s what you’ve said,
But do I love you?

I’m a mess,
There’s things you don’t know,
There’s something that haunts my every waking moment that you can’t see.

I’m playing your emotions like a puppet,
but I can’t play you much longer,
because in the end, I know I won’t win.

I just want you to know,
Even though you love me,
I don’t know if I feel the same.