You

Anyone in need?
Anyone crying?
Is there a soul hurting?

If there is….
I'm there in an instant.
No questions asked.

Qualms put aside
No matter how much you hurt me
I will always be there

It is my curse
I care too much
It makes my heart bleed

Will I always be this way?
Will I always be a door mat?
Will I ever be rid of this?

The blood runs freely
Never stopping
Cascading into my life

Will you ever stop hurting me?
Ever stop calling
Ever stay out of my head

I shouldn’t…
Worry
Think
Or have anything to do with you

I want out
I want you to go
I want you out of my life

I just got things settled
A routine
I just got you out of my head

Why can I only write this?
Why can’t I say these things to you?
Why can’t I keep you out of my head?

You hurt me bad
I will never trust you the same again
The hurt will never leave me

I may have to cut it out
Every night cut it out again
Scarlet liquid running free