you lost your chance

You treated my heart like a game

you stepped on it

laughed at it

held it in your hand

and threw it down

my heart is not a game

my life is not a game

but now its over

and its your fault

you told me to grow up

you told me to let things go

you told me to move on

to not love you

i dont love anymore

i let go

i moved on

i grew up

but youre still sitting here

trying to see me

and touch me

and hold me

bu you cant anymore

you lost that chance

when you called my best friend

its over

im gone

for good

and you have no say in it

its over

you always want

what you cant have

well you cant have

what this heart holds

its not yours

and never will be again

its over

its done

its seems as if the light is getting dimmer

as if its going away

but the light isnt going away

it is me

i am gone

six feet under now

you will never know

how i really feel

you lost your chance

when you told me good bye

but im okay

because im not longer of this world