What's the point in living
When all you do is cry
A secret kept burried
Under the pain in your eyes
Sufrocated from your pain
Drowning in your tears
Emotions locked inside yourself
You scream but no one hears
Happiness is reversed
Into something you don't understand
You hurt yourself to feel something
So weak you can barely stand
Excluded from reality
You don't know what is real
The numbness of the pain
Only makes it harder to feel
You can run
But you're running from nothing
When you're so alone
You never feel anything
Lonlieness rains
All through your soul
You were here
But you were never at all
Blinking back the tears, you smile
....Hiding again
You want to tell someone
but you're afraid to let them in
You're so afraid of hurt
and so afraid of betrayal
That you pushed everyone away;
Your emotions lay frail
Your eyes are slowly fading;
Losing their glimmer
Your face is fading grey,
Your smile is growing grimmer
Slowly you lose contact
With everyone you know
In fear that maybe oneday
Your true feelings will be shown
You hide everything that's real
Until you can't stand it anymore
You feel so alone,
You feel so unsure
Behind closed doors,
You begin to die.
Alive yet lifeless
As your life passes by.
