My Poem For you

My Poem For Him
Isn't it true
you don't know what you got till it's gone
somehow i fell into the same trap
now i sit here wondering why i wasn't good enough for you.

I wonder if i'll find true love again
It's like i'm falling apart again without you
but i know this is right for me
If I ain't got you
I'll still be the same without you
Nothing is holding me back
no longer feeling trapped
I meant what I said
What goes around comes around.

What am I crying over?
nothing should make me feel this way
I waited for you every day
Every day stayed the same
I never really meant anything to you huh?
I don't understand what happened between us.

When you really love someone
You sacrifice yourself for them
Every week it was the same shit
I got you down here every week
Then right away you wanted to leave
Man fuck you, you can walk
I'm suppose to kiss as to everyone
Just you bring you home right away...
God I just can't take this shit no more.

If I ain't got you
I will finally be glad
to stop kissing ass to people I don't know
I wasted like 2 months
believing we would be together for ever
you don't know how hard this is
Having to start a new year
This is my year to shine
I'm finally gonna let everything go
I promised myself to find a job and Move outta here.

Did you care? no
Did you love me? no
So why should I care anymore?
Why can't i just let my heart rest
I wish i could die and live happy without knowing you.