Everything important slips away,
falls through the cracks,
I loose my grasp.
The harder I try to hold on,
the more I loose.
When I choose to feel indifference,
or just pretend inside a mask of apathy,
no one can find me
You look right through me,
as I jump to conclusions
I feel the guilt and paranoia,
and watch you slip away.
I see my contradictions
I see my flaws and hypocrisy
But I’ll loose you before I even had you.
Lost to something else,
something more,
someone better.
I’ll watch you go
as you drift away
as you slip away from me.
I’m left to dwell inside my head,
holding on to sand as it slips through my hands
Left with nothing once more.
Please tell me what you think
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very sad
The unavoidable misery of life serve to draw us into the realm of the metaphysical where we can postulate our own existance: temporal, eternal, worthy, a waste? Yours is a talent meant for longevity, I think. So use this as an entryway into the divine nature of the World behind the world. You are merely scratching the surface. -
This is so deeply touching and sad jen,I can feel all the pain inside of you,the bleeding inside,your heart and mind,tormented as always......
This will just goes inside of you,all the loneliness,longing for that simple dream.....
I hope you're feeling well there jen....
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