Tears fall

As she sits in her dark room
Thinking of her life
And how she can take it away
Tears fall from her dark brown eyes

She feels so much pain
And she doesn't know
How to get rid of it
Or how to deal with it

She wants to cut
The blade helped her before
With the blood dripping from
her pretty little sliced up wrist

And with the deep cuts
On her hips
As she sliced her skin
It was like the pain left

Through the cuts....

She has people tell her they care
And love her
But when she needs to believe it
She acts like no one ever said it

When the sun is gone
And moon is out
She sits on her bed
Fighting the calling of the knife

As mascara tears fall from her eyes
She tries to think of her boyfiend
And how much he loves her
And how much he cares for her

But sometimes it doesn't help
And she slices away anyways
And more tears fall
Cause she has to tell him also

She's afraid she will go to far
With the cuts and pills
But then on second thought
She hopes she ends up dying

So she doesn't cause her boyfriend
And her friends any more pain
Cause of what she does to herself
With the cutting

And as she sits in her dark room
Thinking of her life
And how she can take it away
Tears fall from her dark brown eyes