My Love Drug

By the scars on my wrists you can tell that I love you.
You told me you loved me. And I beleived you.
So I got out my love drug. And I showed you how much I cared.
You said this wasn't the way to go.
I told you that I didn't care.
And if I ever did it again you said you would go.
I did it again and you said you had enough.
You took away my love drug and said to go.
So I left you there.
On your knees in the snow.
You called out my name.
What little did you know?
Because I had got another drug.
And this time, I did go.
So I was placed in a room with others like me.
And you cried and said this isn't how it should be.
I couldn't live without you.
I guess you found that out.
Because the day you took away my love drug,
was the day I went all out.