No One But You

When you look from outside all you see is videos &  shows,
but there’s more to life than people could ever know.
Sometimes I gotta  smile when I don’t feel like smiling.
Sit back & ride when I feel like driving.
Nobody understands but u,
I can always be myself with u.
I can’t believe u came just in time
when my own sadness made everything around me go upside down
as simple as a page turning or a flower dying inside.
You’re not like the other guys I meet everyday.
You’re the person that made me strong and weak.
U, the one that gave me hope
when all my dreams seemed like they were out of reach.
U know u were everything to me,
u were my breath,
u were the soul to my heart,
u were the light to my darkness,
& u were the rain to my drought.
I feel like this is coming to an end
& its better for me
to let it go now then hold on & hurt you.
It’s the simple things in life we forget,
I see u talking but I don’t hear what u said.
Why do I make something so easy so complicated?
Searching for what’s right in front of my face,
but unable to see it.
I might be afraid, Afraid of what?
I don’t know exactly.
Maybe I’m afraid of love all together & completely.
I know it’s stupid but
I hope u don’t judge me for my reasons.
The way I acted, the way I was showed u that nothing
was worth it, it was.
U gave me the definition of love & life.
Thanks for that, the pain is gone.
I know that there are things in life that
seem to be destinies & in my heart
I know that u & I are not just another
one of those things that weren’t meant to be.
U live in my mind,
so I never feel like I’m alone.
Sometimes I gotta go where I don’t feel like going
& when it gets too fast I feel like slowing down.
No one understands but u.
U been there for me. I’ll be there for u.