I thought you were holding the key
To unlocking my destiny
But I see I was wrong
I should have known all along
You never truely cared
What about those moments we've shared
You just toss them to the side
My hearts dried,
Cracked, and shattered
Did any of this really matter
All you wanted to do was see how far you could throw
and see how far my heart would go
I'm going to scream so loud
Till I drown you out
Of my head
And everything you've said
Those words you said are driving me insane
Everything i know is filled with pain
I'm about to lose control
I lost a part of my soul
What more could I lose
I was only your muse
You have no clue
What i felt when i heard the news
Beaten down
Might as well buried me underground
I know you deserve more
You, I loved and adored
But at least I can say i honestly tried
I never lied
Standing before the world now, on my own
Leaving behind all i've known
I don't want to think about it
I just want to forget about it
Just walk away
I don't think there's anything left to say
What's the point of sitting here grieving
Its feel just as bad as breathing
And though it all
The rise and falls
Of my chest, my heart will still be broken
I'll still be choking
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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whoa@!
whoa that is really really good i could never write anything like that

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I had almost forgotten what it feels like to scream inside of your head nonstop just to forget what you have been constantly thinking and dreaming about. It's a desperate way to lose control, and lose the thoughts your mind has been reeling over. This is a very powerful piece. Keep up the good work!!!!
Heather
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Reminds me of when someone I love got engaged to someone who loves him less. I cried for 3 days. -N
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tis a sad thing to hear sorry... sorry you had to feel that pain..
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