My past is hell
But I push myself forward
Wanting a better life then my mother
I push myself over the edge
The blood has flooded from my wrists
But In stopped for my loved ones
I don't want to die
No matter how much pain I suffer
I've lost my loved ones
But I keep going
I look towards the future
I can't change my past
But I can change the future
My head is filled up
I'm confused, lost, but alive
My wrists are clean
I want to love, to feel love
I don't want to give up
I won't give up
I'll keep going
