I have no clue what this is......i sound a lil crazy :S

I dont really know what it is about you that makes me smile everythime i think about you, Sometimes ill be at work and ill be thinkning about you and ill just get this big grin on my face, and people will ask me what im smiling about, it amazes me how much of a REAL person you are. eventhough you dont see it, its there. if i could name all the things i love about you this list could go on forever, if i could be there and give you anything you wanted would make me that happiest i could ever hope to be. just to be able to talk to someone and point at you when you walk into the room and tell them that "thats him" i couldnt even explain how incredible that would be. i dont understand how i could feel this way, after only knowing you for just a few months, and considering the one thing that keeps us apart. i can talk to you without any problem, i can tell you all of my secrets, anything wierd or creep...and sometimes kinky things i think of and i wont be embarrassed. I guess its the fact that i have never met anyone like you, and i love the person you are keeps you in my head, its almost as if you are a disease without a cure, but i dont want it to go away anyway so its ok. i could go on for hours about why i love you, and another four about why it scares me. i ahve so many things that i want to say to you but i dont really know how to say them, i can quite put words in the right order, or make them meaningful enough, so maybe, hopfuly, i can show you. i love you.