Journey For Purity

Oh, the heat is rising from my cheeks again
You've put me in this vulnerable position
I can feel your hand gently moving upward
How horrible! I'm in no altered condition

Sober, but intoxicated by you
Even though you're barely touching me
The memories flood my will
What can this loss of control be?

I told myself, I promised
I would be completely pure
Your lips hold my passion
I must escape this lure!

Your mouth, your eyes
I can feel my resistance waning
Your words disarm me
Can I really benefit from abstaining?

Control me, force me, PLEASE
Give me a reason for this yearning
This lust condemns my deepest vows
I must suffer for my sins - I'm burning

The weight upon my shoulders increases
As you hold my hand
I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm failing!
How can I make a stand?