Christmas this year

Christmas used to be of smiles and joy
and children jumping around because of some stupid toy
People laughed and joked of what they might get
some even wonder if Christmas came yet
The hearts of all were warm from love
You might have even got to see a dove
Trees stood in front of the window
Drawing your eyes attention as it shown
Gifts under the tree
stacked with care
and even a huge stuffed teady bear

Smiles and joy is what every one had
but now everything just feels bad
those smiles have gone away
replaced with a placed frown today
the laughter turn to sobs
Tears falling to the floor in blobs
Those happy carols have dissappeared
brought down with a great scream
the dreams I dreamt are all a myth
I don't even want a gift

My christmas this year is as worthless
as it can get
I wonder if it's even passed yet
I'm sick of the screaming, the yelling,
and the tears
I remember all those years
when I smiled and jumped for joy
for a stupid fricken toy
now all I want is for santa to fall
and for the stupid winter ball
to die in a buff of smoke
I guess I even wish I could just choke
coke on a cookie, or a candy cane
at least I know I won't die to much in pain

Well I guess I should put a smile on
whipe away my tears
because no one really cares

Merry Christmas!