For Chris

Why u gotta be like that
Treat me like shit
Act like u give a fuck
But just stand there and look all fucked up
Is this what was meant to be
Keep me waiting
Making me hurt deep inside
R u ready to back everything up
Breathe just breathe until I stop
Start flipping out not giving a fuck
What u say don’t mean shit 2 me
R u ready now?
Here we go just more chance
Whoops I forgot it don’t mean a thing
Don’t know why I thought you changed
Just shut the fuck up
Now I know not to care about anything
Don’t need this from you
Someone I would die for
Treated me like nothing else mattered
All you wanted was to use me just like the rest
Yeah you look all fucked up now
What u gonna do what you gonna say
Try to make me stay a lil bit longer
To get you all hyped up
Just cause nothing went your way
Sit there and tell me shit like I was to blame
I drove for miles and miles
Got into a accident on the way
With a cracked window and no side mirror
It still didn’t matter how far I drove
All the way out of my way
Just trying to do something nice for someone I cared about
R u ready for what shit is ahead
I can’t believe I fell for this again
Having my heart break all over again
Thinking I found that one special love
When I was with you
Everything fell into place
I was nervous but thought you were the one
I wish things didn’t have to get like this
I’m tough but not tough enough to let you go
I know it’s the best for me
But I don’t want to let this ride end
I want more to come for all eternity
I wish I could be with you somehow
Hung around Brittany while she told me all kinds of shit
All the lies started to unfold
Voices in my head believed what she said
But you made me think nothing was happening
I can’t believe what everyone is saying
I cared for you like nothing else mattered
All the conversations I had with you
Now everything is different like I’m not suppose to care
Everyone told me I could do a lot better than you
Told you everything Honest about me
Stuff I wouldn’t tell no one before
I miss the way it was every weekend
I’d get pissed and wanted to send your ass home
It was like nothing wanted to work out
I remember how everything use to felt
I can’t let go of how it all was
I wish you wouldn’t have said it’s over
It feels like your still with me each day
What hurts the most
Is I have to say good bye.