the fell in love - memories I

It’s something I can’t escape from
All these memories appear in my head
I’m so fucking afraid
It’s like something that had always been there
I thought that it was a lost chapter in my life
But now I realize that it only needs to be triggered
All these memories… I think I’ll never forget.
Such a deep feeling…
I remember
I think I never be like that again
I can nearly express it with words
Put it in a paper with blood and pencils
I hate to use stencils, all comes from the heart
I’m just a guy who is NOT afraid of expressing his feelings…
I remember nearly all things…
I remember when we got into the bus, back to home…
Summers will never be like this...
We where both listening to my cd player
In my mind I had TOO many things to put attention to the music.
Me holding your teddy bear…
That scent of your hair…
Your long black hair…
Every night when we got to sleep
I always wanted to give you a French kiss<3
Your lips like caramel, your pink lips so full of you...
I were thinking of you
Thinking about how would be life
With you by my side
All the stupid things I made for you to laugh
I just wanted the best for you
But now It’s too late
I’m very ashamed that you didn’t
Felt the same, but I guess
I have to be on my own...