You said you loved me,
With all of your heart.
Then why does it feel,
As if I’m doing it alone?
How come I’m not allowed,
To do the things that you do?
You can go out all night,
And I have to stay here and wait for you?
Why can’t I have fun?
Because I don’t work?
You think you take care of me,
As if I’ve never done anything for you.
It’s not fair,
And I don’t know how to tell you that.
I’ve tried to express my feelings,
And you always say you’ll change.
You promised you’d never do this,
But I see the bits of control.
I can’t even have phone calls,
Without you throwing a fit.
Why baby?
Why do we even have to do this?
Why can’t we just get along?
I just want to be happy, that’s all.
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My boyfriend. I don't know what's with him. I've never been able to go out with my frineds(without him), or have fun without him throwing a fit. But now, since we moved back here, all he does is go out til 3am(after working all day), and then he comes home, and plays games til 6am. I don't think it's fair. But because I'm not working right now, it's right for him, and not me? I don't get it. I promised myself, I'd NEVER be in a controling relationship, but I'm scared that's what it's turning into.
Please tell me what you think
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i really sorry to hear that you feel like this. great write tho, follow your heart. i hope everything works out ok for you
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Go With Your Heart
Go with your heart sis, I know you wrote this a month ago and I hope things are different and Earl realizes or has realized how unfair it is to you. I love you babe AND... I'm back on ap!
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Awh, hun, I'm sorry. That must be wicked tough on you. It's a good write, i liked it. Maybe you should think about how your life would be if you WEREN'T with your boyfriend. Maybe it'd be better for you. But, again, it was a great write.
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Sorry...
Applaud
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Wow...
Thankyou so much
I am not sure how to use this site here, but I am trying
Back to the poem - I really liked it, as it kind of brought a tear to my eye
It reminded me of past times.
"Then why does it feel,
As if I’m doing it alone?"
That's the line that got me hooked
Well Done - I found this poem brilliant; very inspirational. Keep it up.
Best Wishes x
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