Missing LOVE!!!

I sat alone tonight, pondering the world,
Thinking about what’s right, about how my life’s unfurled,
And out of the blue, all I could think about was you,
Weird how I haven’t thought about you in so long,
Yet you are the only thought that popped into my head,
As I sat by myself and felt lonely and a little sad,
Where are you now, are you happy where you are,
What are you doing, is it quiet there,
Do you think of me when you’re lonely at night,
Do you see my face as you turn out the light,
I loved you like no other love I have ever felt,
I wish so hard somedays that it had never ended,
Please my sweet soft poet, please,
Think of me and hear my pleas.
I just want to be your friend, like we were before,
I realized tonight thought,
That really I want so much more,
I still love you so much, that my heart burns with agony,
For you my love, my most amazing man,
Are the only man I ever fully trusted,
You could touch me anywhere and I never flinched,
You could hold me over the edge of a bridge,
And I would never have cared,
Because I knew that you loved me that much,
That you'd die before hurt me,
How I long for that trust, that love that felt so great,
It could not have been real, but it was,
I love you my dear and I just want to say,
Please think of me the next cold winters day!