In the mind of a misunderstood

I start.
I sit.
I stare.
I'm not here.
You talk to me.
You disappear.
You don't exist.
You're a demon.
I swear.
I promise.
I fear.
I cry.
You demon.
You monster.
You hacker of my mind.
You lie.
I don't want to hurt him
I don't want her hurt.
I do not think that cake will eat me first.
I'm not insane!
You are the abnormal one.
You are not the hero.
You are not helping anyone.
You are NOT helping me.
I don't need help.
I'm not insane!
I just want to vanish.
I just want you to vanish.
You should die.
You should disapparate forever!
You want us all dead.
You trapped us here!
I'm a poor lost soul.
You caught me and left me where I don't belong.
I rock here.
You shoot me up.
I sleep here.
You give me mania pills.
I try to get away from the torture.
You put me in a straight jacket.
I take your damn medicines.
You tell the leader I'm incapable of speech.
I talk to you all the time.
You never answer, just look at me blankyly.
They can hear me. I can hear them.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I NEVER DID ANYTHING TO YOU?