Just Friends (Chapter One)

  "It's better if we're just friends." He said with an honest look. I was confused, his eyes told me that he really didn't want to leave but it was like something or someone was making me leave.
  "Was it something I did? Why?" I wanted answers. But unfortunatly I figured I wasn't exactly going to get any.
  "I just want to be alone. I feel committed, and I just think it's better off if we're just friends." What I was feeling I hadn't felt before. I felt mixed up, lost, confused, hurt. I felt that the heart that was in my chest had just been ripped out and smooshed right infront of my face. And it really hurt. I had never been so crushed in my entire life. Things have just been a blur. It happened so quickly.
  "I guess I can except that and I want to be here for you." I said it with a smile; though inside I could feel the tears getting ready to pour out. I wanted him to comfort me the way he did a few days before. Unfortunatly things haven't been going that way and now we were 'just friends'.
  It seemed to have all started after my mom told me I wasn't allowed to go see him that weekend, for see had thought I had been seeing too much of one another. Everything went down hill. My mom and I fought more, and then I lost him. People began to say that we both were cheating on each other, when frankily I don't have the heart. I loved that boy with every fiber of my being. The worst part was the annual formal dance, was just five days away! Although he promised he'd still take me how was I supposed to enjoy my time? Would I have to  pretend to be happy when really inside I was dead?????????