Imagine

I'm pretending you aren't there

Not looking at me and watching me watch you

I know you don’t see me because I'm invisible

You're not looking at me just through me

But we if I or we imagine that you were

Looking at me

Making me smile the way you always have

Making me giggle uncontrollably because I'm so scared

Making me shake from being so nervous

Making my lips quiver at the thought of you

And you are watching

I'm waiting to see what happens next

As I bet you are

What is our next step?

Should we just stand and wait

I know this is just an imagination but in it I'm still scared

Should I walk up to you and Just grab your hand

and kiss you like I always wanted

Or should I just stand here and watch you watch me

So I stand and I walk slowly

Toward you and your eyes glow

Are you also afraid?

Maybe more then me

I'm here now standing at your feet

I look up at you slowly to gaze in to your scared eyes

As if me standing here would make you cry

Have I done something wrong to and scared you

Are you thinking in your head I fear you?

I back away slowly fearing the worst.

I'm scared tearing the worst

I slowly turn and speed up my walk

I'm stopped when I hear you talk

You spoke to me oh my God

I turn you pull me close and you kiss me

This dream, this Imagination

I open my eyes only to see

You standing in front of me

You kiss me and I kiss back

It's not a dream this is real

I know it is cause I can feel,

You on me kissing me slow

I no longer need to imagine again and have I?

...No

I have you and not just in my arms, on my lips, in my heart and on top of me

It’s not an imagination or a dream.

You are here making me smile, laugh, cry and scream