Felt the sadness come to play,
I missed you standing here beside me,
All the anger and the rage,
Slowly seeping far from view.
Months have passed between us,
Alot of things said in all our hurting,
Blaming the other for not understanding,
Caught up in the web of how we feel.
Realising how I loved you
I followed the yearning in my heart,
Had felt it there for weeks now,
I was missing all you are.
I rang you to make the change
And like in my dreams, I embraced you,
Held u tighter than before,
I let the fear subside and told you
I was sorry, could we open a new door.
Feeling the love from you returning,
Was a childhood ache, a need come true,
To see your tears and hear your words,
To beleive you, this for me is all brand new.
I am excited now for new beginnings,
I am so glad I followed my heart,
I am so happy now to abandon the fear,
Cause now I am with, I don't want to ever have to part.
Author notes
A fued with my mother that I thought would never pass has now ended becuase of my re-ocurring sadness of missing her. In spite of everything, it just came to me to go and see her and we have now made ammends and started what I think will be a stronger more truthful relationship. Fear is such a huge thing and holds so many of us back from happy healthy relationships. Which in turn makes us miss out on so much other good stuff.
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thanks heaps for that... I am sooooo sorry that I have just responded. I have only been on a few times this year and didn't see the comments until coming in here right now..into "my page"..hmmmm. Usually the comments are there for you to see hey when you log in. Maybe its different now...or maybe I just missed them ?? There were a couple from other poems too that I did at the end of the year. Thanks again and hoping all is well in your world.
Bye for now
Jo -
you go girl
well done for being the strong one who can say sorry and get on with life even when its not all your fault and also for penning such a fabulous poem. Neither is easy and you have managed them both.
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