I reached out for an answer
As it got thrown in my face
Reminding me that this is it.
There is no more between us.
We no longer exist, and we never will again.
I tried to run back to you,
Reguardless of what eveyrone has told me.
And reguardless of how pathetic it made me seem.
Yet I fallowed what seemed right
Tracing my heart to its core
Searching for something that could make it heal
And instead I got rejected.
I have been forgotten
And tossed aside,
Not only for something new,
But for something better.
You said you missed me
But you dont know this first thing about missing someone
The withdrawl that causes you to miss them
The cruel affects you actually had on me.
I'd like to say I was strong.
Knowing that I don't need you.
Knowing that I've moved on.
Knowing that I am better then anything else you'll ever come across.
And yet my heart tells me something different.
It screams at me for my insecurities
Even though I claim that I don't have any
Underneath my shell
That's all that lies there
Are my insecurities that pull me away from the truth
They guide my mind to a seperate path
pulling me from the idea of finally being free.
Being free from you.
Author notes
Eh I dont think anyones gunna fully understand this but on the surface iuts pretty self explanatory. It's a simple poem that I felt I needed to write due to the fact that shit will actually be okay and i know that.
Even though it sounds sad its really not. Im not sad and im not hurt i used to be but im not anymore im just letting it go now. i guess b4 i was hopeing for something better and now i know i dont need that.
Please tell me what you think
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that was great girl, it was so filled with emotion and sometimes we just dont know when to let go until we are absoutely crazy lol i have been in this simular situation so I some what know how it feels but great write I will comment on more later as time goes on..much love to you
Tabby -
dude i think i understand better than you think i do. its funny how we have both had that experience. it fucking hurts when someone just loses interest and forgets about everything that you had, and it hurts even more when they dont care. but ya i can totally relate to this and i hate to say it my love, but no matter what you will never be free. in some way you will always have those feelings for him. whether or not you can control them or not is the question. You did a way better job than me lol. good poem deary, i love you more than life!
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i really like this one i like poems that aren't poem like...does that make sense....well anyway i like it cuz of how much feeling there is in the story behind it. very nice
I LOVE YOU!
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