Why?

Why is he good enough?
Why am I not?
Why is he better than me?
Why am I like a girlfriend?

Why do you love him and not love me?
Why do I have to know about your crushes?
Why is he always in your memories?
Why am I your diary of thoughts?

Why should I be numb?
Why am I a good friend?
Why do you think I have no potential?
Why is my hairstyle cute and not sexy?

Why is his blue shirt better?
Why is his wit sarcasm and mine insult?
Why does my niceness sound corny?
Why is his mushy and neat?

Why is it different when he says it?
Why does it sound hilarious when I do?
Why are his jokes funny?
Why are they corny when I say them?

Why is he your boyfriend?
Why am I only your good friend?
Why is he so attractive?
Why am I just affectionate?

Why do you love him?
Why do you not love me?
Why does he have an edge?
Why is he more man than me?

Why?