I miss you

Sarah 
Each evening when it is gets a little dark , I feel like it is my life with out you, then I see your face on the sky made from the stars. That makes me feel like I need a way to spend the missing that I have for you, so I get my Saz and try to make new songs in your name, but then that reminds me of the day in cartoon hotel when we recorded that peice of music , when I asked you to change my position to face the sun so you can see me better, then I play the song that I always sang in your name that says

Har gon aksham olor dalam
Baglamame Alam chalam
Ban sani swemishan alam
Har kapni galam chalam
Ashratwa habar salam
Sarah ni swmesham alam

Which says:
When the sun set happens , I imagine.
I get my Saz and play our song
I love you I want you for me
I knock on all the doors
And let your family know that..
I love Sarah and want her for me

Then that makes the tears comes out of my eyes, then I tell myself that it is less than a month then you going be with her, forever, but my heart answers that this 30 days will be 30 years because the time doesn't want to move. The time that you wanna her be with you this week, today, this hour, right now! Then I walk to the church in that dark night to ask God to make my dream come true. I look to the dome of the church , I don't know, like someone moves inside my heart and says be pacient . The new day has come, rise your head , she's yours , I made both of you for each other forever.

Sarah at the end of this letter I wanna say I LOVE YOU