This is a non-fiction, the life of my girlfriend.
God obviously either doesn't exist or he hates humans. Why would he put us threw this? Why what fucking justification can you give for what you've done to her? At 7 her brother took a fucking baseball bat to her ribs he broke them she had to get them fucking scraped to remove the bruises so she wouldn't die, he ruined her life in a moment. Every week she gets at least two attacks where her diaphragm sucks in so much she is too weak to walk afterwords for the rest of the day. If its a bad one she'll literally die, her heart stops and she dies she needs a defibrillator so she'll live. She doesn't sleep more then two hours of sleep on a good night, probably because of what her brothers done to her. Her ribs are in constant pain unless shes lucky and she is numb that day and can't feel anything. She gets headaches for weeks and her back is usually hurting. The ribs are now affecting the rest of her body. The medicine she takes to not be in pain doesn't work anymore, she is immune to anything weaker then morphine, which she is also immune to. Her brother once choked her so bad she had to go to the hospital be cause her throat had ripped, now if she coughs, hiccups or even laughs to hard it will bleed. Once a week she coughs up a Dixie cup of blood. She hopes for cancer so she'll know when she is going to die. That is all she'll tell me about her that you've physically done to her you false god. Even if doctors knew how to fix all that emotionally she will never be okay, imagine if you saw your best friend shoot themselves in the head, and it was your fault. You'd never be the same, She hates guns, if you even think about talking about them she gets either quite and tries to get away from you or will yell at you. Another good friend of hers got into some shit in the ghetto, she told him not to go, ignoring her he went and ended up getting shot. I'd have given my faith up when she told me this if i hadn't already. Shes been threw much more then most people ever imagine they could go threw in their life, and that was all she told me, but there is more. This girl is strong and i wish i loved her since she loves me and i wish you god could love her, to me it appears she is more forsaken then your own son.
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This is my girlfriends life, what she's told me about it, it makes me really doubt there can be a god.
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Wow
Wow.. The best I can say is.. I'm glad that there are other people out there that feel the same way that I do. I don't think that there is a "god", because of things that have happened to me and my friends. In my life I've been physically, mentally, and sexually abused, and I was suicidal for a while, almost killing myself once, and cutting myself multiple times. I'm still mentally abused to this day. What kind of a god can let people suffer like that? People say that "God puts challenges before you"... Well hell.. Why do **I** have challenges, yet there are alot of people who don't have to do shit in there lives and live perfectly normal lives.. Yet I have to deal with these "challenges" as if they were a blessing? I just don't get it. Even the people that do believe in god can't say that the KNOW for sure that he is real. But this is besides the point... I'm SURPRISED that nobody has suggested this yet.. But you need to get her out of there, if things are as bad as you say they are. You can't let her stay there without things changing, it's just gonna screw up both of your lives (she's gonna go through the actual thing, and you're gonna worry about it 24/7, I know that) Just think about it. Just keep going, no matter what. There WILL come a time when you both will get what you deserve, which is something so much better than what's happening. I wish you the best of luck. You're probably going to need it.
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wow i am so sorry to hear about the trials and tribulations your gf has gone through . I'm also sorry to hear that you dont believe in god. god doesnt make things happen like this .. that is the work of bad people and SATAN. i hope one day you will realize this and good luck and i will pray for your girlfriend.. i hope by you writing this out that it has somehow helped you emotionally. thanx for entering and good write
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well seeing as you are firm in your belief that god can not exist because of this I am not going to waiste my time explaining what reason there could be behind what happened to your friend. This was a very powerful poem, and I am sorry for your friend.
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