Sunday, January 30, 2005

Sunday, January 30, 2005

One of the weirdest things totally happened to me. So when I was with Chris on XBL, I met up with him on Tetris live along with these girls that he knew. So we played together and started to talk. Then we all started to talk about Halo 2. So we all went on Halo 2 and played ALOT of games. There is this game mode which is called "Slayer". That means that its everyone for themselves. So I decided to be nice to one of the girls and protect them within the game. Then this one asshole said "This isnt Team Slayer", So I told him to STFU!!!!.  Then in the end, we talked and mingled. I am not sure if this is considered serious or anything. As Chris got together with one girl which is Lana. I got together with this other girl by the name of Amber. What I know about Amber is that she is from Canada and I'm currently going out with her on live. So since Chris and I were in a past clan together, both of our girls wanted to see which guy would win. The game was up to 25 kills and Chris won it. So it was 10 to 25 and I lost. So as we played other Slayer games, Lana was wondering why I wasnt killing her at first. So I let her kill me alot, then she was the one that wanted me to kill her why she was standing infront of my face. So I was like how I couldnt do it because that I'm sympathetic and all. So Lana went on and said, even though that you are sympathetic, your shooting skills are pretty pathetic. So that pissed me off so I shot her in the game and said these words " Die Bitch". So she wanted to know who called her a bitch. So I called her a bitch, then she said that you are starting to toughen up. So I was into a rage as when I kept on killing people except Chris, Lana and especially Amber. Amber totally doesn't believe that I'm black though because of the way that I sound. So I told her to look at my picture at gamertagpics.com some day. So I felt pretty bad for calling Lana a bitch. So I made a basic poem hopefully Amber may like it. Meanwhile for the last couple of weeks, I am used to talking with Marla and Melissa online. So I totally felt bad that I didnt speak to them before they went to sleep. So Chris was with me as I made the poem, he said that the poem was pretty good. So I will post the poem, tell me if its good or not.


Poem

The first time that we ever met
it was an interesting experience that I'll never forget.
I'm sorry for making you upset.
This will be something that I will totally regret.
I'm totally sorry for calling Lana a bitch
and our hearts were never meant to ditch.


Hopefully amber will like it, but I just couldnt believe how I got myself into a relationship so fast. Many people may not consider it real because I havent met the person in reality. But the emotions and everything feels totally real. In the past when I used to RP, I online dated as well. I remembered good moments and bad moments. So I had chinese food again and I'm addicted to Crispy Chicken in Garlic sauce. I am still addicted to pork egg foo young as well. So I checked out this profile of hers, she has this Aaron fella at mind though. Tomorrow or later today, I would like to know more about Amber. *sighs* I feel wrong for being on XBL the night. I love you two (Melissa and Marla) no matter what, and whatever happens, hopefully we could still remain best friends at the least. I may sign back on live before I go to bed. Goodnight and sleep tight.

//edit((4:10am))
[[I am totally sorry if I am directed on race]]
I talked with Amber and got to know her more. So I asked her about this Aaron fella that she mentioned. She said that he was a former friend of hers that she doesnt talk with as much. She still doesnt believe that I'm black. So I read her the poem and she liked it. I have my total doubts about Amber and I planning to last long. She said that she likes "black people" which are "gangsta". So I've told her flat out that I'm not the gangsta type. So she asked what sports was I into. so I told her that I was into wrestling and tennis. Then she asked what music I was into, so I told her music that sounds good to me. Then I told her about how I stepped onto a skateboard and busted my arse. Then she considers me "whitewashed", wtf is that supposed to mean. Then she asked which country did I like better, America or Canada. I said that I've never been to Canada before, but from what I know the country treats their citizens well. So she considered how America was greedy and all. I know that its not probally going to last long. I'm not going to be someone that I'm totally not. If it happens that Amber and I decide to break, I wouldnt really be affected by it. But in a way I will, because I just would like to get to know her much better. But regardless I know who my true friends are and they will be there for me throughout thick and thin. I won't change for nobody and anybody. I probally may go to bed shortly because I ate chinese food 15 minutes ago. I am totally addicted to chinese food. Goodnight everyone and take care. Whenever anyone gets a chance to look at my xanga, please comment me and be brutally honest.