I no longer ache for someone to share my life with.
The house is no longer empty when I go home.
I dream of a future where before only lay emptyness.
You are my anchor when the world over whelms me.
Your arms are the ones that hold me tight.
You are the one I stay up late with.
Your love gives my life meaning.
You make me laugh when the world isn't so nice.
You roll your eyes when my homework takes me away from you.
I sigh and beg you to understand that this is something I have to do for myself.
Sometimes I wonder if I will have to choose between you and myself...
I sigh...because I know that myself will win and not you.
I love you... so please please don't make me chose.
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I love my boyfriend and he is my best friend. Sometimes I wonder if him just being my friend would be best for the both of us, instead of being a couple.
Please tell me what you think
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Choices are horrid sometimes....lovely poem, a good read
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Wow hon.. I so know what you are going through . I just had the same thing. To choose between loosing myself or another. I choose my self. I broke it off to find my self and apprently loos my friends while i was add it. But know it's for the best.. I just hope you never have to choose
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